interestingly, for some reason I feel like this is relevant, I feel like the time I've been closest to 'entering' my wonderland was last night; I envisioned myself... ice-skating on air, for lack of a better phrase, as a way of flying. Christy and Lu were following me around, and we just played around like that for a while. Even though I couldn't feel it, it felt real in a sense that it was actually happening rather than just imagined.